what lies behind 'keputusan spm'?

It’s that time of the year again: the day spm results being announced nationwide. Entri kali ini sekadar suka-suka, tapi semoga bermanfaat buat semua yang membacanya (pernah pulak entri aku bermanfaat? Haha). Hajat diri bukan ingin membicarakan isu biasiswa or of the sort ‘what’s next after spm?’, tapi berkisar tentang…

...kepuasan individu, kepuasan masyarakat, dan pengamalan ilmu.

            Sudah menjadi resam dan adat masyarakat, ibu bapa akan memberikan ganjaran kepada anak-anak mereka atas keputusan peperiksaan yang cemerlang. Zaman dulu, selalunya budak2 laki mintak motosikal...zaman sekarang, ada je yg mintak kereta. Takpun, paling koman, dapat semakfon atau leptop atau Ipad. Well, aku pun tak terkecuali. Masa dapat 5A upsr, abah aku bagi handset Nokia kot. Gila. Kecik2 lagi dah dapat handset, walhal aku tak mintak apa2 pon...

            Masa jantung tengah dupdapdupdap nak terima result upsr dulu, aku ada terfikir jugak hadiah apa nak bagi kat parents kalau dpt 5A. Ada jugak tercadang nak buat kad je wish ’thank you umi abah for everything’. Sbb dulu2 aku suka buat kad2 ni, mengalahkan adik pompuan aku haha. Ditakdirkan Allah, aku dpt 5A. Tipu lah kan kalau aku tak gembira. Mana taknya, pengorbanan tu banyak...pergi tusyen, kelas tambahan sekolah lagi, abah pulak beli berbakul-bakul buku revision.

            Tapi, kepuasan aku dapat 5A tu cuma 2 minit. Lepas tu, aku tak pikir dah pasal aku. Slip keputusan tu dilipat dan disimpan dalam poket, lalu aku memerhatikan satu persatu wajah sahabat2 di sekolah. Prioriti pada ketika itu ialah nak tahu siapa yang tercicir dalam kelas aku dan nak dekati kawan2 yang tak dapat result seperti yg diharapkan. Haih tak tahu lah kenapa semangat batch masa zaman aku ni dahsyat gila. Mungkin sbb kitorang batch pioneer upsr kat skolah tu, jadi secara tak langsung semangat ingin mengharumkan nama sekolah tu sangat tinggi lah ye kawan2.

            Then it turned out that I don’t need to make cards. I gave the boarding school offer to my parents. Rasanya, pemberian surat ‘urusan paduka baginda’ tu lebih best kot, hihi. Arakian, bermulalah kembara pmr dan spm di sebuah sekolah berasrama penuh yang terletak di luar bandar….

            Cerita pasal result pmr pulak agak scary. Boleh pulak aku mengalami nightmare hari sebelum pmr diumumkan. Aku mimpi aku dapat 8A 1B. B tu bahasa arab. Pastu datang la lembaga berupa Ustazah Ku Zainab, marah2 aku dan interrogate aku. Pengalaman dileter ustazah sbb dpt B bahasa arab merupakan my worst nightmare la habaq kat lu. Bangun2 je menyimbah satu badan… lega ianya hanya mimpi….

            Masa nak amik result kat sekolah, mimpi yg sama dok menghantui fikiran aku. Last2 aku fikir, ahh redha je lah kalau dpt B bahasa arab… aku pun bukannya orang arab pun. Kalau dapat B bahasa melayu tu ye lah kott kalau rasa nak malu nya. Lalu masa pengumuman pun tiba. Panjang pulak ucapan alu-aluan dan analisis cikgu haiz~ Apabila ucapan habis, kitorang diminta beratur di kaunter kelas masing-masing untuk check result. Awkward kot. Mula2 semua taknak beratur sbb cuak… lepas kena paksa, baru kitorang pegi ke kaunter…-.-

            Aku pun mendekati kaunter 3 Al-Biruni. Di kaunter tu ada sehelai kertas yg tertera list nama pelajar dan keputusan pmr in table form (kot, dah lupa). Aku tengok list kelas aku tu dari atas sampai bawah secara kasar. Ada 30 students kesemuanya. Aku tak cari nama aku. Sebaliknya, aku terus perhati keputusan pmr di sebelah kanan jadual dari atas sampai bawah. Macam tak percaya. Aku tengok dari atas sampai bawah buat kali kedua, tanpa melihat nama2 pelajar di sebelah kiri. Ok, kali ni aku percaya.

            Aku pun tergedek-gedek jumpa abah kat belakang dan cakap, ’abah, alhamdulillah semuo oghe dale kelas abe buleh 9A’. Abah aku pun macam biasalah, senyum pastu terus call umi. Sekali lagi, pada kali ini, kepuasan aku peroleh 9A hanya lebih kurang 2 minit. Lepas tu; aku sibuk dok tanya result kat kelas lain. Mengetahui keputusan orang lain lebih menggembirakan bagiku. Rasa sebak pun ada. Berkongsi kegembiraan dalam jemaah. Kepuasan sekolah dan ahli2 batch. Out of 90 candidates, 60 buleh 9a, lg 18 buleh 8a1b (kot...).

            Exam bertulis dunia, ketiga terbesar dalam hidup; spm. Kepuasan individu masa dpt result spm ni lama la sikit kot... sbb persiapan spm mcm x seberapa. Subjek yg paling aku tak yakin dapat A+ ialah bahasa melayu, yang yakin pulak sejarah dan bahasa arab tinggi je. Dahlah aku first batch guna sistem A+ (khabarnya markah 90 ke atas), so lagi lah aku x expect pun dpt semua a campoq, huhu...

            Pagi itu, Cikgu Fuad kat atas pentas cakap ada 2 org pelajar dpt stret a+ tahun ni. Dlm hati aku, ’mintak2 lah sekolah aku top 3 malaysia tahun ni... tsk tsk’. Aku pandang kanan, nampak muka Badak. Pandang kiri, ustazah mariaton (ajar pqs) senyum kat aku. Peluh mula merenik di dahi, sbb memang dewan seri gemilang ni tak pernah sejuk nya pon... Tiba2 nama aku pulak yg first kena panggil naik atas pentas. For the first 5 seconds, aku blur jap. Boleh pulak abah yg dok sebelah aku gelak. Ciss

            Di atas pentas dengan abah yg dok busy texting ngan handset beliau, and as cikgu fuad called out names, my mind spun fast. The memories of struggleness and friendship kept flooding my brain gates, oh well. Sorang2 muka kegembiraan yg naik atas pentas aku tengok, as images of the past made me to cherish the moment even deeper. Jiwang la pulak mangai…

            Sambil aku dan kawan2, Mudzafar, Badak, Syukdong, Madud, Syafdanny, Ameer, Aiman, Jehan, (dan ramai gila lg) turun dari pentas, aku tertanya-tanya, ‘so what’s next for us?’ ‘takkan mcm ni je pengakhiran kita?’ ‘weh aku taknak berpisah dengan korang..!!’ dan banyak lagi monolog2 dalaman yg tak terungkap, tapi ditafsir mudah dengan renungan mata persahabatan.

Walaupun sukar, tapi ‘hakikat’ itu kami terima dengan redha, the ’hakikat’ that sounded dimly at the back of the mind indirectly, that goes ’jadikanlah nikmat yang diterima secara berjemaah ini (result spm laa) sebagai penguat diri dalam haluan masing-masing selepas ini, dan semoga kepuasan secara berjemaah ini mengingatkan kita tentang perlunya menjaga benteng iman yg sudah lama dibina di sekolah’. Hmmm macam tu lah lebih kurang nya, aku ni pun bukan pandai sgt nak olah psikologi orang macam Mitch Albom… kuang3~

Jadi, kepada lepasan spm baru2 ni, cuba muhasabah diri balik, banyak mana dah ilmu2 yg dipelajari dulu yg masih diaplikasi dlm hidup? Terisikah masa cuti panjang anda dengan aplikasi ilmu itu? Redhakah masyarakat (ibu bapa, jiran tetangga, kawan2) dengan keberkatan ilmu anda? Fuyyo banyak betul aku tanya, haha. Kat akhirat nanti pun 2x5 jugak... yang husnul khatimah, mula2 puas lah alhamdulillah... lepas tu, sibuk dok cari orang lain sbb nk kejar kepuasan bukan individu. ingat, hidup bukan untuk disuap je, tapi juga untuk memberi.

Sekian, wassalam.

KY Islamic Week 2012

Kenal effysaiful? Aku pun lupa macam mana aku boleh tiba-tiba ter-kenal mamat ni... err.. time twinsoffaith malaysia, barangkali. ya, juga sempat meluangkan masa bersama-samanya di mph alamanda putrajaya dengan ikhwah2 yang lain. ahhh, memory does fade. All in all, his recent post regarding a syrian's erythrocyte gawped me, in a way.

And hence, creatures are bounded by time and space. Semua orang tahu itu. Tapi tak semua orang sedar bahawa mereka juga secara tidak langsung terpenjara dalam dimensi nilai kemanusiaan. and the circle of humanity went across religions, races, genders and age. Aku tahu ini cliche, tapi kena selalulah diperingatkan bahawa 'to get is to give'. And the person who are being given might just be induced to be generous to other people. <-- video topaz la ni yg best sgt.

Those little things in life like giving salam and hugs should not be taken for granted, i believe. And for this reason, the mission of discovering the essence of humanity need to be campaigned for a week. haha ok lame. So inilah dia, usaha juniors dalam KY islamic week 2012 yang superawesome and insightful.

 

Ustaz Syaari Abdul Rahman from Ibrah Paradigm Consultancy cakap pasal pembukaan Konstantinopel. Nak kata best, tak de la best mana. Kadang2 bosan jugak cara penyampaiannya. Still tak boleh lawan Ustaz Nizammuddin Alias dan Prof Kayu. Ahaha jahat gila aku sesuka hati je komen orang.

Forum tentang 'Seni dan hiburan dalam Islam' oleh Ustaz Hasrizal dan Ustaz Akhil Hayy juga agak menyengat. Pendapat aku, Abu Saif banyak menjawab persoalan2 yang diutarakan. Berkali-kali juga beliau memberi penekanan bahawa Islam merupakan agama knowledge-based. Banyak kisah sirah, hadis dan pendapat ulama berkenaan hiburan dalam Islam yang beliau kongsikan. Antaranya, huraian motion bahawa 'music must not be purposeless', sejarah penggunaan muzik di Edirne semasa kerajaan Uthmaniyyah dan pendapat Yusuf AQ berkenaan muzik dalam kitabnya Malamih Mujtama' Islam (yang merumuskan bahawa khilaf muzik ada dua; iaitu sahih tetapi tidak sarih dan sarih tidak sahih). 

I am delightful with those pencerahan, but on the other hand, Ustaz Akhil failed to meet my expectations. Ternyata sudah Abu Saif lebih dekat di hati wahaha~ At the very start of the event, i pondered upon sufism practices and how it can be related to seni in islam. Of course, i wished to ask the matter during a 20 minutes Q&A session (sekejap gilaaaaa), which i failed to do so to give way to the other eager listeners as their questions were basically quite fundamental.

But yeah, as soon as the session over, I quickly went to stage and cleared my confusions right. Sufism practices, as Abu Saif said, is not a music/art by itself. Rather, it is a method created to improvise an individual self in spiritual sense. And oh well, cultural assimilations made some of them went overboard, transgressing the principal of Islam in the first place. It's funny anyway; the way aku terus tanya ustaz hasrizal tanpa mengendahkan kehadiran Akhil Hayy (seorang artis kottt...) di sisi. haha

Then, the "Misunderstandings in Islam" talk by brother Lim Jooi Soon. Questions by not-yet-Muslims regarding 'kau kata kapir masuk neraka, habis kau ingat kau Islam kompem masuk syurga ke?' issue is the cream of the cake, as usual. It's awkward though, when kadang2 soalan tentang asas Islam diajukan tetapi otak buntu tak tahu nak bagi jawapan apa kat diorang. hmmm...

Brother Lim, persistent as he is, reminded the listeners to 'judge religions by looking at the source, not the followers', for blacksheeps in every community is unavoidable, no? Na;udzubillah min zalik. And yeah, listening to this kind of talk surely made me miss those FCR inputs gained before...

Oh, and there's this nasyeed interhouse competition. All of my chaletmates and I kembali beraksi pada tahun ini, hehs. Under the theme humanity, we sang Berilah Harapan by Raihan and 'we will not go down' (song for Gaza). They put a lot of effort in practicing (err... aku banyak tuang je kot) and we won second place. Fuyyo tak sangka pun dapat second sebenarnya... so memang grateful gila lahh...alhamdulillah~

Not to forget, Kiwee occupied my time too. Firstly, the time to revised sedikit sebanyak syariah dan fikh in preparation for the islamic quiz. But of course, the time is well spent. Existing and new knowledge is to be applied in life and to be conveyed, bukan disimpan jadi pekasam, insyaAllah. The only thing is that, soalan kuiz tahun ni macam senang sikit dan general knowledge punya soalan macam merapu gila, haha. Secondly, the time untuk melepaskan kerinduan terhadap archery. Kat sekolah dulu selalu jugak la kot main archery. Good job juniors. Aku suka event ni.

dah tak belasan jang oi

Having dinner with family at home, with umi’s special recipe of nasi arab gulai kambing, and abah cracking some jokes, and my siblings jadi tukang gelak. Then, having a walk together to the mosque as maghrib adhan is making a call and filling some heart’s contentment by listening to pengajian kitab hikam. Whoa now seriously, what else can be better than this…? Subhanallah wa bihamdih, subhanallahil azim...

So here I am, in Subang Jaya, far away from ‘that’ college, updating yet again another blogpost for reasons uncertain. 3 minggu tak balik rumah rasa macam lama gilaaaaaa... (dan ini pun belum lagi uni life.. =.=). First week pergi KTJ sebab ada festival nasyid, second week ada Arabic fellowship trip ke muzium, third week ada friendly basketball di notts uni semenyih (which happens pagi tadi) and next week taktau la ada event apa pulak… @.@

I was like, betul ke aku nak amik CIE Alevel bulan 5 nanti? Haiz~

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“entering 20 in accord to Gregorian years...
to those who wished (esp family members), Allah yujzikumul kher katheer kaman.
'twas a double-degree day for me indeed; of getting wiser and of vp post freedom. thanks a bunch vp-mate Khadijah AJ, dear boss Mohammad Hijaz, and the one who let me borrowed his laptop r8 now Safuan Sabri... =D”

Oh well, the aforementioned fb status of mine did summed up of what’s happening Khamis lepas, except for the part ‘of getting wiser’ I guess.. wihihi~

Entah kenapa tahun ni aku macam banyak tersakitkan hati orang. Apabila ujian datang bertimpa-timpa dan akal aku pun dah macam bidan baru first time nak sambut baby, hati orang lain pula yang aku sakiti. Kalian, maafkan aku… TT_TT

That Allah is the most Merciful, family is the greatest strength that I have. and even though umi & abah macam susah nak comprehend my stories-of-aduan-sort, nasihat dan bebelan itu tak pernah lekang dari bibir mereka. Baso dio doh oghe tuo2 Klate dop…? =’)

Secondly, my guiding companions. =)

Nak dijadikan cerita, masa muslimin dan muslimat Muscom (baru dan lama) sedang bermesyuarat di surau, tiba-tiba berlaku kejutan budaya (culture shock). Pada ketika itu, aku tidak pernah menyangka bahawa surau al-saad akan bergema dengan nyanyian ‘selamat hari jadi’.  Kek dibawa keluar. Semua mata memandang aku, Aslam dan Anip. Berderau darah ke muka dan secara tidak langsung aku mengalami moderate tachycardia... haha. Bila masa entah diorang keluar beli kek secret recipe? Cehhh. And kepada tukang nyanyi, thanks aa.

Hari itu aku menginjak 20. Dan hari itu juga aku join kelab SiR (Seniors in Retirement). Sudah setahun kupikul bebanan ini, also with the fact that the ‘bebanan’ was only an official title. Secara tidak rasminya, sudah tentulah pangkat da’ie itu dibawa mati. Suatu peringatan kepada seniors yang membaca blog ini, harap maklum.

Sekian saja.

#ankle recovery: 80%. InsyaAllah minggu depan aku boleh kembali mengganas di atas court. Tak sangka shooting accuracy pun is badly affected…hmmm =|

Of PasirMas' random shots

and there's a lot more about Pasir Mas that inspired me

boleh lah check di link page ini

goodbye flickr, welcome facebook. haha!!!

assalamualaikum

Einstein: The Life of A Genius

those documents look real...

          Written by Walter Isaacson and was published first in 2009, the biography book of ‘Einstein: The Life of A Genius’ caught my eyes glued to its contents, with rare documents and facsimile brought to public attention, although there’s a few grammatical mistakes and typing errors that makes me flabbergasted quite a while. And not to forget, all thanks to Imran Rasid who let me borrow his book.

          Most people recognized Einstein as the person who proposed the idea of E=mc^2 and its related science of universe, also, to my continued amazement, with the fact that he experienced dyslexia in his early childhood years. But, I shall not tell dear readers in what’s his personal life was like, because it’s aplenty on the net !

Of religious views

“God whose existence could be determined in the harmonious beauty of the natural laws He had established, but who did not intervene in the day-to-day affairs of mankind.”

          This is one of Einstein’s famous quotes. ‘Twas quite obvious that his principle regarding religion has some similarities in what has been described by Spinoza – a Dutch philosopher – and the founders of United States like Thomas Jefferson and Benjamin Franklin. He sometimes also quoted:

“All serious scientists eventually realize that there is a guiding hand in the laws of the Universe, one whose power is manifestly awesome as to leave us feeling humbled.”

Of unifying classical physics and quantum theory

          Bohr and Heisenberg believed that the sub-atomic particles’ activities are indeterminable, while Einstein and Schrödinger frequently rebutted this view and proposed that ‘there should be a rhythmic law of predicting subatomic activities’.

It is also quite interesting to note that Bohr maintained the notion that the abandonment of strict causality was so much supported by the evidence ‘that there really was no other option’. Einstein, on the other side, thinks that Bohr’s view is baseless. Thus he spent a lot of time in his golden age to unify classical and quantum physics, and we all knew that he failed in doing so.

Lord Kelvin (a British physicist) must be certainly wrong when he said that “there is nothing new to be discovered in physics now”, as we know now that more and more complex theory and supersymmetry is discovered after Einstein’s years. And perhaps, CERN is doing their job currently, kan?

Of Music

          Einstein played violin very well, and he’s been always inspired by Mozart’s music that he thought as a reflection of Universe’s inner beauty itself.

Of Nobel Prize

          The Swedish Academy had internal conflicts in giving the Nobel Prize to Einstein. Even though Einstein’s theory is proven true after the total eclipse experiment in 28-29 May 1919 (in rebutting German’s accusations), Einstein’s opponents argued that the relativity theory is purely philosophical and not a scientific discovery. Gullstrand’s report claimed that the results of the experiment (eclipse) is not valid.

          Ironically, and at last, Einstein received Nobel Prize only on his work for photoelectric effect (light quanta). takpe, yang ni pon bolehhh~

Of Quantum Physics

          The argument: whether the Universe’s course (eg-the start of the universe and its developments) is predetermined, or subjected to total randomness and chance. Einstein believed in the former notion, which he struggled to find the unifying formula to the end of his life. What about our PoV as Muslims, then?

‘And it is He who created the heavens and the earth in six days - and His Throne had been upon water - that He might test you as to which of you is best in deed. But if you say, "Indeed, you are resurrected after death," those who disbelieve will surely say, "This is not but obvious magic." (11:7)

Of Life Principles

          Einstein was once a Pacifist (not participating in countries’ dispute) because he regularly questioned authorities and provoking assumptions that scientists always made. However, to a certain extent, he moved along with the current situations, and eventually declared that radical pacifism is a dead end when Adolf Hitler took power (German rearmation).

          Continuously manifesting himself as a Democratic Socialist, Einstein adhered solidly to the freedom of speech and the freedom of thinking. Between the lines (of pure democracy and pure socialist) he devoted himself into, and resisted nationalism throughout his life.

Of Jewish State Israel

          In the later years of his life, he actively assisted the Jews’ migration into America (especially Jewish scientists in Europe) and Palestine, in terms of financial guarantee or getting visas.

          His support in migrating Jewish to Palestine did not make him in favour of building a Jewish nation state, nevertheless. Clearly, the creation of Israel countered his philosophy as a federalist.

Of ‘Red Scare’

          I don’t know much about history, so my statements gained from little readings might not be correct as well. Wikipedia had an article regarding this, and I believe that Einstein involved in the second red scare. Senator Joseph McCarthy assaulted Einstein pertaining loyalty investigation.

As expected, Einstein maintained his coolness and stubbornness and urged fellow people affected by the red scare to follow Mahatma Gandhi’s footsteps. I wondered a thing, does ‘red’ implies Jews, or of the Communist sorts? What is McCarthy’s then? The white group of KuKluxClan I might accuse? Haha!

Oh btw, I loved reading his letters. Those old German words and the beauty of the language made me in awe. 7 tahun belajar dan cakap bahasa Jerman, tak pernah2 aku baca text yang seindah ini. Sumpah.

New Year Award

Tahun lepas, aku menyambut tahun baru di Masjid Al-Falah USJ 9 dalam majlis ilmu yang disertai para habib. Tahun yang sebelumnya, aku menyambut tahun baru di Masjid Negara, Kuala Lumpur dalam program lunar eclipse. Tahun yang sebelumnya lagi, sama macam tahun ni; aku sambut tahun baru di rumah di depan tv LED 50 inci. Tengok game Arsenal. Pergh lagi best.

          Sejujurnya, aku tak faham kenapa ramai orang beria sakan menyambut tahun baru. Wasn’t it just a mere fact that another Gregorian year left us and digit(s) changed..? Kalau tahun Hijri kira ok lah sikit sebab ada beberapa signifikan yang dapat diambil ibrahnya daripada peristiwa hijrah Rasulullah SAW. Tapi aku tak kata laa hukum sambut tahun baru tu salah… =.= (cuak jugak takut ada insan yang menghentam aku mengkhinzir tuli)

          The fact that astronomers hate light pollution does not influence me to deny that the fireworks are awesome, though. Oh they really are awesome, specifically the fireworks’ finishing part at KLCC (did you guys saw on tv how it ends..? awesome gila kot), also with the fact on how the rhythm was coordinated and engineered to certain heights. Well, I pondered a lot on technical thingy I guess.

          Tapi tetapi tapi, lagi awesome bila dapat tahu ada banyak aktiviti-yang-dipayungi-malaikat turut dianjurkan untuk memeriahkan tahun 2012. To name a few, Santai bersama Gems di Dataran Shah Alam, Himpunan 1000 jiwa 1 hati di Masjid Negara, dan Karnival Mahabbah IKIM di Masjid Wilayah Persekutuan dan banyak lagi..!!! woahh… fursah mencurah-curah ke ladang-ladang..!! errr…

          Pun begitu, amar makruf dan nahi munkar perlu seiring sejalan semerangkak. Tak guna jugak kalau air sedap taraf zamzam tapi bekas minumnya berkeladak dengan hardened-coffee-remnants atau berselut lumpur (eh korang paham ke analogi ni..?). Eeeewww… sapa yg nak minum dalam bejana sedemikian rupa…? Sangat tidak kena lah kannn…

siapa tergamak minum guna cawan kotor macam ni?

Mungkin jugak ada sesetengah daripada kita rasa macam, ‘alhamdulillah at least ada jugak program2 yg mendekatkan diri kepada Tuhan time2 new year eve… takut jugak kalau2 bala Allah tertimpa kat negeri aku nih homaigod~’ without realising the fact that masih ramaaaaiii belia remaja berlagha-laghaan di luar sana. Ya Tuhan, sucikan hatiku.

Dalam sesi majlis fikir (sebuah majlis ilmu selepas asar di kolej saya) terakhir dalam semester yang lalu, aku ada cakap bahawa tahun 2011 merupakan a year of friendship. Oh well, apparently, semua orang yang menghadiri majlis fikir ketika itu berpeluang berkongsi pengalaman peribadi (salah satu sebab majlis fikir ni tersangat best nian) sepanjang tahun 2011. A sort of sorotan tahunan la kott.

Buttttt (<-- bukan jama’ kepada buntut, tapi sebab aku nak stress perkataan ‘but’), I reconsidered to sum up the best award that suits 2011. And here it goes…. *bunyi deram drum

2011 – Year of ‘Me’

Aku tahu bunyinya agak selfish and self-appraisal, but heck who cares this is my blog uolzz to be frank, it got a lot to do with my surrounding, peers, and academic life. ‘Twas those stimuli that I’ve aforementioned that makes me an ‘orang’, in which I think was a good end for my teenage years (Gawd, aku dah tak belasannn dah tahun ni..!!!).

So, what’s in store for me in 2012? (mcm pelik je ayat. Ahh lantakk). Provided that I’ve done moderately acceptable so-so in my 2011’s academic achievement (walhal agak teruk ahh…), hence I think its best for me to channel the force of ‘pushing-oneself-to-the-limits’ in my studies ahead. Bring it on 2012..!!! macam bangang kan cakap dengan tahun…? =.=

2-3: aku dah kata Manchester United loser korang tak nak percaya... heh